I should be hating you right now. You made me fell in love with you and suddenly tossed me around. Gone are the sweet gestures you used to do. What happened? You left me hanging. You changed without any explanations. My friends keep on telling me that you're not worth it. A guy with your caliber should be forgotten. They say you're a jerk, a dumb ass jerk at that.
I'm really hurt. The wound you left was quite deep. Almost every night, I find myself thinking about the what if's and the what could have been's. It's bugging me what made you do it. Why did you become so cold? I thought we were okay. I even remembered you saying sorry and promising you'll make up next time, that we'll see this and that movie. I guess those were nothing. You don't mean them. Maybe, I don't even mean anything to you. Maybe everything was a joke and it's my fault falling for all of it. Believing every word and action. I just made a fool out of myself.
Are you happy now? Was it good? Playing with somebody's heart? How could you act so cool as if nothing happened between us? Seriously, this is making me crazy. You're making me loss my sanity. You could have told me why. The least you could do is man up and explain yourself. </3
