Why

I should be hating you right now.  You made me fell in love with you and suddenly tossed me around. Gone are the sweet gestures you used to do. What happened? You left me hanging. You changed without any explanations. My friends keep on telling me that you're not worth it. A guy with your caliber should be forgotten. They say you're a jerk, a dumb ass jerk at that. 

I'm really hurt. The wound you left was quite deep. Almost every night, I find myself thinking about the what if's and the what could have been's. It's bugging me what made you do it. Why did you become so cold? I thought we were okay. I even remembered you saying sorry and promising you'll make up next time, that we'll see this and that movie. I guess those were nothing. You don't mean them. Maybe, I don't even mean anything to you. Maybe everything was a joke and it's my fault falling for all of it. Believing every word and action. I just made a fool out of myself. 

Are you happy now? Was it good? Playing with somebody's heart? How could you act so cool as if nothing happened between us? Seriously, this is making me crazy. You're making me loss my sanity. You could have told me why. The least you could do is man up and explain yourself. </3

Won't write you a love song

Is that why you wanted a love song?
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when

 I believe that there's a reason

 to write you a love song today, today

I'm tired of writing you a love song. Staying or not, that's your decision to make. You're a hopeless case. And I don't need a distraction. I wish you the best. Good luck with your life. Chos! 

V-day like a Boss

Bitterness almost engulfed me on V-day. ALMOST. Good thing, there are far more beautiful things on earth than waiting for that special someone of yours on Mr. Cupid's day. *insert bitter tone* HAHAHA ;)

I spent the first part of my Valentine's with my friends dancing and rising to end violence against women. We literally had a group date with one billion men and women all over the world as we join the One Billion Rising campaign.

Photo credits: Lennin Degamo

 

 

Check the One Billion Rising - Cebu dance performance here.

We danced our hearts out. It's high time that we act and fight to end the ongoing discrimination and abuse on women. I mean, no society will survive without the female population right? We are the other half of the sky. ;)

And yes, V-day also means food. HAHAHA. After the dancing and striking, we filled our tummies with some Indian food at Firozian Indian Tea House. Tho food was yummy and affordable. It was perfect for our first Valentine group date.

Photo credits: Dancel and Chyssa

Hmm, my V-day wasn't that bad after all. It was well spent on a good cause and good food. Plus I had a not-so-planned workout as we have to walk our way home. The public utility vehicles were all  jam packed. Don't even start asking about the traffic. Gosh, people are in love. HAHAHA. 

And to wrap it all, I had the sweetest surprise on my way home. Random people, whose identities I don't even know, greeted me a "Happy Valentine's". Sometimes, the most touching and sweetest surprises are from goodhearted and well-meaning strangers. I fell in love with love again. <3

We are Rising

Don't have a date this Valentine's? Fret, no more. Hundreds of women, men, lesbians, gay, transgender, bisexual, and everybody else all over the world are coming together this February 14, 2013. BE OUR DATE! Join us as we Strike, Dance and Rise to end violence against women.

One Billion Rising is a global campaign aiming to enlist at least one billion women and men to stand up and fight against acts that violate the rights of women and girls. It is a call to action based on a distressing statistics that 1 in 3 women across the globe is beaten and raped during her lifetime.

"With the world population at 7 billion, this adds up to more than one billion women and girls. One billion women violated is an atrocity; one billion women dancing is a revolution." - One Billion Rising organizer in Boston

Join the crusade. Save a life. Strike. Dance. Rise.

Enough with all the bitterness. This Thursday, don't stay home and sulk. Spread the love. We fight against violence against women. WE ARE RISING! YOU SHOULD TOO. See you! ;)

Take A Chance

Love is definitely in the air. Everyone's posting about the coming Valentine's. Hmmm, guess everybody's excited eh? ;)

And speaking of mushy love, this music video is worth the check! Luigi D' Avola's Take A Chance really blew my mind away. HAHA. I mean, I was looking for a song that will hit me bull's eye. This song did. 

Screw those who break your heart. Damn, they don't deserve to be remembered. So, pack up your tears and put away your pain. Someone way better will come along. You deserve to be happy! Trust me. Have faith in love. ;)

Love is a choice. Love is a decision. Love is an action. Happy Heart's Month everyone! ;)